long time

has it really been two months since i last journaled?

so much has happened yet i feel nothing has moved. i am in need of a change. something. anything. i feel that my life has become a little stagnate and need to find an outlet.

all this probably has to do with me recovering from the flu. i have been in my apt for the past three days with nothing to do but think.

thinking can be dangerous for me.

i want to find a team to play on. maybe softball.