anger

so i just journaled like a minute ago and i'm still overwhelmed with emotions.

ANGER!

my environment is a complete disaster. i feel nothing but stress from everything in my life...

and...i have done nothing to make it that way. yet...i have to come up with creative ways to make it less stressful.

tears.

how can he fucking resort back to drugs. after all that he has accomplished without them...i am hurting so bad because he cannot talk to me about his problems. and he says that i am the easiest person in the family for him to talk to. i feel so helpless.

he comes home late every night. even after the cops found the drugs....

too many emotions

i just want to run away.