about the conversation that i had with a professor tonight at dinner:

berrysm0 (10:46:05 PM): the main thing that hit me...
BadassJumper (10:46:21 PM): i'm here for you girl
berrysm0 (10:46:27 PM): was that i referred to our thing as a relationship and corrected myself by saying "BUT its not a relationship"
berrysm0 (10:46:46 PM): she let me finish what i was saying then went back to that.
berrysm0 (10:46:52 PM): and told me that we were in a relationship
berrysm0 (10:46:59 PM): although it may not be called a relationship
BadassJumper (10:47:00 PM): cause it sin't, i think that both of you two have to much going on right now to get into a relationship
BadassJumper (10:47:07 PM): true i guess
BadassJumper (10:47:15 PM): i take that back it is a relationship
berrysm0 (10:47:19 PM): yeah...it is.
berrysm0 (10:47:24 PM): that startled me...
berrysm0 (10:47:29 PM): linda asked me why
BadassJumper (10:47:35 PM): how
BadassJumper (10:47:36 PM): ???
berrysm0 (10:47:38 PM): well actually i told linda that...
berrysm0 (10:47:49 PM): and there was a long pause
BadassJumper (10:48:04 PM): what didyou tell her
berrysm0 (10:48:14 PM): then she asked me how i felt about it
BadassJumper (10:48:24 PM): what did you say???
berrysm0 (10:48:37 PM): and i said that it startled me. she asked why and i said b/c it was one of those truths...that sounds scary
berrysm0 (10:49:04 PM): then a long puase and i asked linda how that made her feel
BadassJumper (10:49:04 PM): and???
berrysm0 (10:49:10 PM): she said that she thought it was true...
berrysm0 (10:49:20 PM): but she didn't know how she felt about that
berrysm0 (10:49:32 PM): i told her how i felt about it....
BadassJumper (10:49:41 PM): i don't even know where to stat or how to help you, respond to this
berrysm0 (10:49:49 PM): that i felt rediculous for not realizing it before sid told me
berrysm0 (10:50:01 PM): and i was like..."how could i not have realized it?"
berrysm0 (10:50:15 PM): linda said, "b/c i keep telling you that i can't be in a relationship right now"