the days are progressively getting worse. i woke up this morning wrapped around my cat--this was the high point in my day. we opened presents at my dad's house then ate the third christmas dinner of the season. i can't really think of what set me off today.

after about 3 hours of feeling shitty, my dad came up to me and practically forced me into agreeing to go with my mom and sister to see relatives tomorrow morning. this is not good for many reasons, but i don't feel like getting into them.

linda just called. she told me something about talking to her ex. not a good feeling about this...

until later...