frustrated

everything is fucking frustrating me....

one person is pulling me in one direction
another person is pulling me the other direction.

i am spread thin. i have nothing to give anyone right now
because my own personal situation is killing me.

why can't everyone understand that i have nothing
to give of myself right now.

why does everyone keep asking?....

i have tried everything to recenter.

i need a spiritual sabbatical to get myself back into harmony.

october 19-24th in boston can not come soon enough.