so i talked with my ex, jaquita, today for some time. she sent me some recent pictures of her. she has changed so much-physically as well as emotionally. if you saw her picture, you would easily understand what i mean. she is so guarded. ros could not even believe that it was her in the picture. ros said, "she doesn't even look nice. is she happy. did she forget how to smile. man she really turned into a lesbian."

i am definately not attracted to her anymore on the purely physical terms of attraction, anyways. it was nice talking with her regardless--a very good conversation.