i have to get something off my mind before i leave.

linda called yesterday. she said that she was having a day where she just wanted to cry. she said she was in a tough spot. she thinks that she got with jess just because she thought it was the right thing to do. that it really wasn't what she wanted. she said that she always feels like she has to give things a chance (sound like an earlier post when i talked about the pattern in her life?), and that she doesn't think that is always the best thing to do. not everything deserves a chance. she asked if i agreed...i said yes. she said that she doesn't feel that she can leave jess right now. that she is in tight spot. jess is going through a lot (i.e. sick friend). our conversation was cut really short.

i got an email last night from her. she said "thank you for being so great. i needed a smile today." we'll see what happens. i'm definately not getting my hopes up. too much danger in that.