the club was a crazy experience on saturday night. i had entirely too much alcohol and will not go into details of the night b/c of that :)...lots of beautiful women there though. i will say that.

i was recovering all day on sunday. totally threw off my plans on biking and being in the sun most of the day. i haven't ever had a hangover so trecherous. i can honestly say that i will not do that again anytime soon.

i talked to linda yesterday afternoon. something in the beginning of the conversation clued me in to something being different. and, sure enough, she and jess started seeing each other exclusively just before we talked. i wasn't exactly sure what to say after she told me....i think i said something to the effect of, "oh...well that's good. there probably always would have been that wonder if you two could have made something more of what you had."

linda has many patterns that show up in her life. the one i'm noticing most now is this:

having many casual relationships and later feeling that they deserved more of a chance than what she gave them. there was amy, now jess, and soon me. i would be shocked if i didn't become linda's girlfriend on down the road.

i'm not very sure how i feel about linda and jess. i know i'm disappointed. i really wanted to get up there this summer and let whatever happen that was meant to happen. now it doesn't look like much is going to happen. maybe i will find another girl up there this summer to make the linda thing easier.

something else very weird happened today. my friend, mitch, came into my room and told me that he had a confession to make. what could it be?--i was turning him on last night. why of course. couldn't you guess that one chairperson of the gay-straight alliance has a crush on the other chair who is the opposite sex?! he's gay; i'm gay. he's a guy; i'm a girl. how does this work? i'm as confused as i'm sure you are. i don't know how to process through this...perhaps i will be enlightened soon...understanding this would be great b/c i'm totally lost right now.