so, the letter is on its way to mississippi. i do not know if i fully realize what i've done. i am happy that it is out of my hands though...

i went mountain biking just after i sent the letter...a very nice ride out to the cross. when i got there, i sat down on the grass overlooking the amazing view. i thought. and thought some more. and thought some more. i felt at peace on the ride home.

i have a latin test tomorrow that i still haven't started studying for. i don't care. it doesn't worry me. i think i'm going to read some more of "the celestine prophecy" and go to bed. i will wake up early and study a bit for the test. the world isn't going to end if i bomb it.

my mom is still trying to set up the conference call with me, her, and my brother. she is going to work on getting one on thursday or friday. this could be odd because she will have the letter by then.

i have such a busy week-work wise. yet, i only have motivation for personal growth. come what may...