i just want to cuddle.

i've been reading through old entries a lot lately, and its odd how themes show up at the same time of the year. this time last year i was yearning for affection--must be something about the huge change from boston to sewanee. perhaps b/c chattanooga reminds me of my ex. i really do miss what we had, but i don't think that i'm capable of a relationship right now...

yet, i end this entry with my phone in hand to call rachel.