two posts again today....impressed?

today has ended up being a peaceful day, enveloped in thought-thoughts about love, relationships, and the ability to express oneself in words. i'm currently listen to the sounds of sekou sundiata, to whom i have taken quite a liking. i found out about him through ani's new dvd that i bought yesterday. he was one of her old poetry teachers. i've downloaded all his stuff from kazaa and am in awe of his ability to use words. his music is super chill if anyone is interested in some great spoken word....

the occurance earlier this morning with the phone call has been all but forgotten. i called my ex and made up. seems i do a lot of that lately--trying to keep relationships pleasant. perhaps it is because i'm so tired the them turning 'sour' (to use kate's term).

i want to fall in love-again. i need something-something new upon which i can give myself one hundred percent. i need an outlet-both sexually and emotionally.

until tomorrow...