my friend natalie called me last night and told me that she is engaged. i can't believe it. that makes three of my close friends in the next year and a half. there's rosilyn, the roommate, marrying her high school love. then there's meredith, marrying ryan (whom i do not know very well). now, there is natalie, marrying her boyfriend whom i like a lot.

i don't even have a girlfriend. its hard to understand how different my days are compared to theirs. i can't imagine knowing who i'm going to spend the rest of my life with. eeks.